When half way through the journey of our life I found that I could define myself as a spiritual atheist, a pro free market anarchist, an anti free will libertarian, a toxic maximalist bitcoiner involved in finance, a night-owl philosopher addicted to neuroscience, a novelist against stories (or at least a former one), and probably a bunch of other apparent contradictions, like a food and wine lover following a keto diet, a well dressed cyberpunk addicted and so on.